So seeing that a good couple of my (new) friends have caused me to want to update my livejournal, I shall try to update frequently, starting NOW. Not to mention that I am in dire need of it. However, seeing that it's been a good couple of months since I last updated, I will try to summarize the best I can and try not to make this entry to long.
For starters, Jose and I did break-up; Just two days before what would have been our 2nd month together. I was devastated but oh well I moved on. I spent my summer continuing to work. After my internship I was hired to work as an assistant at Agreda and Co., C.P.A. I really do enjoy it there. Then senior year began. My schedule was out of whack but I was later able to fix it. Currently I have:
1. Office Aide
2. A.P. English Literature
3. Italian III
4. A.P. Government and Economics
5. A.P. Calculus
6. Financial Planning
The first couple of weeks of making the transition from eating crap at home to school and work after school hit me hard. I was dead tired. I am happy to say that I have gotten used to it. Not to mention that I am president of the Italian Club and part of like 5 or 6 other clubs. Ugh. Oh and wait 'till water polo starts in November. I AM GOING TO SURELY DIE. Sadly, I am not the only one feeling the pain of senior year.
And well the love life as many of you may be wondering, well at the moment I would have to say is on hiatus. I'm really not looking for anyone or anything right now. My life is a chaotic whirlwind as you can see, so I need as much time and space for myself to get things in order. I mean of course I'm not going to block some one out if they so happen to be the next person to sweep me off of my feet but it's just something that I have to feel 100% sure about. Relationships honestly do take a lot out of you, and well I suppose there's just not much more of myself that I can give out to some one else. I rather not sit there and hurt some one due to my own selfish reasons. I would like to say that I am enjoying the single life rather well (though a part of me thinks otherwise.) In other words, I'm just not looking for love right now. I'll let it find me.
Aside from that life has gone on and I am just taking it all in little by little. Soon enough graduation will come along, we'll all go to different colleges, graduate from there, find a job to spend our lives working at, retiring and then eventually dying. Doesn't sound all that great, now does it? Really, it seems that that's usually all people see life as being. They don't realize that what makes life worth living and risking is all of the things you do outside of work and what you've planned to do or what you're told to do. Life is about all the surprises, all the mistakes, all the lessons and the many people that will walk in and out, leaving an impact on us. Yes, go figure, life is what you make of it.
Now how's that for an update? BOOYAH!
Much Love, <3